Nightmares Return

The nightmares are back again, and I feel constantly exhausted.  Last night though was different.  I dreamed I had fallen into a coma, and it was so peaceful.  A dark softness enveloping around me.  No tears, no fear, no pain, nothing but pure calmness and peacefulness.  At one point I heard someone’s voice calling me to come back, and I loved this person so much but the peacefulness I felt in the soothing darkness was too great for me to leave.  I wanted to stay there forever.  When natural wakefulness began, I fought to stay in this peaceful place, but I guess the body does what it does, and awake I became with a sadness that I have to go through another day.

~ by sequesteredsoul on August 7, 2009.